Rob B Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 The following is an exert from my blog from last Wednesday 09 May 07 Wednesday Well Isn't that something Current mood: blank Category: Life So my daughter had a follow up MRI yesterday. At this point it was become a routine for me. However the news I got back after the MRI....... not so much the routine. The area that had been sitting dormant for the last two years has started to grow again. Its not growing a-lot at this point put enough so that it is creating some pressure in some areas around it. So at this point they are putting together a game plan as to how best go about getting rid off it. Those options include Surgery - fuck that, that would be her third one and shes only 5 Chemo - which had gone though before but they would use a different kind Radiation I don't like any of these three choices. So I guess I'm just asking that you keep her in your prayers or thoughts. Thank You ........................................................................................ So here I sit today at Children’s hospital with the ex-wife and ex mother in law. Good fucking times. Trin just got put under for her MRI. It's a two hour one. As I sit here and type void of all emotion with the reoccurring thought of why now, why did this have to happen again I'm truly just blank. Trin has made some amazing leaps and bounds over the last three years. Last weeks MRI was supposed be the typical scan looks good see you 6 months. Bear with me as you are reading this my thoughts are all over the place. As you read my last year hasn’t been the greatest and just when things finally started to look normal for me the wind gets completely knocked out of my sail. I'm suit hear alone this time around no shoulder to cry on fighting of the depression I was in from Jan-Mar. It is one thing to go though some like this with your SO but when they aren't in life any more because they can't keep their the fucking legs closed for other men. Who do you turn to? I turn to god but sometimes it seem like he’s just not listening to me. I think to myself;, man what the hell for a year I put up with the affair thing trying to do the right thing for us as a family why does this after to happen to Trin and to me? What did I do wrong? Seriously. I better stop with these thoughts as they are turning more into a rant than what was intended. I just ask that you Keep Trin Izzy and me in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GunnerX Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 Sorry to hear about how things are. As a new father I can now understand how one would feel when something is wrong with their child. I hope things do turn out for the better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fighting fish Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 I'm really sorry to hear about all the trials you and your daughter are going through. I'm sure there is nothing that can be said during times like this to give comfort, but I will keep you in my thoughts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JFo Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 I think to myself;, man what the hell for a year I put up with the affair thing trying to do the right thing for us as a family why does this after to happen to Trin and to me? What did I do wrong? Seriously. I'm not going to pretend that I know what you're going through. I don't have a sick child and I don't have an ex-wife to deal with either. So, it makes little sense for me to say things like, "I know how you feel." However, I do know that what Trinity is going through right now is not your fault. In fact, it's nobody's fault. It's just one of those shitty things that sometimes happens in life. You can't do much about it than get her the treatment she needs, pray for her well-being, and be a good father who's strong and can help her through this. If you can do that, you've done more than enough. I turn to god but sometimes it seem like he’s just not listening to me. God will only do so much. The rest is up to you. In the meantime, I'll keep you, Izzy, and Triny in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us posted on how things turn out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreenMonkey Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 That sounds awful. Hope treatment works out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jordan_E Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 My thoughts and prayers... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PHiL Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 Thoughts and prayers are with you.. We have gone threw similar circumstances with our cousin when he was young.. He beat it and Im sure your daughter will get through this..Anything thing you need..you know you have 671 family member to talk to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ColdForged Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 Warmest wishes. As a father of a 4-year-old princess, I can't imagine how hard that must be. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Josh Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 Can't really add much, Rob, but I'll be pulling for you and your daughter and loved ones. Be strong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Union Carbine Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 My thoughts are with you. All you can do is be strong and true. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cyberwoo Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 Sorry to hear about your little girl. I can only imagine the pain a parent must feel watching their child go through something like that. Stay strong, do what you can for her and leave the rest to God. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Calvin Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Our thoughts & prayers are with you.Don't lose hope... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carlucci Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Dude. I'm praying for Trinity to make a complete recovery. And I'll pray for God to grant you strength to get through this difficult time. Carlos. Carlos. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Robot Monkey Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Best wishes; I'm pulling for you and your family. -jay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angel P Posted May 19, 2007 Report Share Posted May 19, 2007 Oh man, I'm so sorry to hear about your little princess. All I can say is you and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angry the Clown Posted May 20, 2007 Report Share Posted May 20, 2007 I'm not going to pretend that I know what you're going through. I don't have a sick child and I don't have an ex-wife to deal with either. So, it makes little sense for me to say things like, "I know how you feel." However, I do know that what Trinity is going through right now is not your fault. In fact, it's nobody's fault. It's just one of those shitty things that sometimes happens in life. You can't do much about it than get her the treatment she needs, pray for her well-being, and be a good father who's strong and can help her through this. If you can do that, you've done more than enough. I want to echo the above comments Jeff made. Rob, all my best thoughts go out to you and your daughter. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChrisBardon Posted May 22, 2007 Report Share Posted May 22, 2007 Wow, not sure what else to say-Jeff did a good job already. Here's hoping for a complete recovery. At this point though, it sounds like all you can do is put your faith in the doctors, and hope that the next treatment sticks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dave C Posted May 22, 2007 Report Share Posted May 22, 2007 My thoughts and prayers are with your daughter, you, your family, and the doctors and all medical staff that help treat your daughter... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rustyjaw Posted May 22, 2007 Report Share Posted May 22, 2007 Wow, I'm sorry to hear about this turn of events. Best wishes to you, your daughter and your family, Rob. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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